I just wrote a whole entry and it got deleted... but i wasn't done venting
and i'm pms-ing so i sound like a complete bitch
so... college... not excited yet...is that wrong? is it bad that everyone else is incredibly pumped to go find something new and leave each other to find something better? Cause that makes me feel like shit when I think about it ( Read more... )

Staying home and reminiscing ( Read more... )

I don't know what's wrong with me

Echo was amazing, and emotional, and i realized how much I have to be grateful for, and how miniscule my problems are in comparison to what other people deal with, and what other people keep to themselves and put up with... it made me feel.. stupid for not paying more attention to other people

so I came back, all ( Read more... )

I          Don't            Know           What           To           Do

you think you know someone . . . and then well, you get a reality check and find out there's more to that person than you ever imagined... to the point where anything's possible.. to the point where my fears could all be true and I just haven't found out yet ...
I just wanted ( Read more... )

So went to boston yesterday with the girls.. and that was kinda shaky at first, but as the day went on it got to be really fun, and we had a good time together.. we took the train in to Boston anndd i got yelled at for usin my camera in the train station ...? We walked to the aquarium and looked at all the weird fishies and the big turtle in the ( Read more... )

*  Really bad anxiety lately
*  Terrified of getting hurt
*  Reminscing SUCKS
*  There's always someone better out there...
*  I am terrified of getting hurt
*  I want him to want this as much as I do
*  I would love to stop being so paranoid and just enjoy things
*  I would love to be better, at everything
*  If he brings you a rose.... do u trust that ( Read more... )

mmmm I love vacation : )
actually it makes me really anxious when i don't have a set schedule... how pathetic is that lol

Let's see.. Friday night was me and colleen's adventure
Saturday.. i worked .. n' it was kinda busy and there were some cranky customers : /
then i sang at mass.. and my family came and sat pretty much in the pews in front of me.. ( Read more... )

So it's 6:45 AM .... ON CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!! : ) Merry Christmas Eve everyone!

I'm waiting for the car to warm up and then i'mma go to work and serve coffee to grumpy people : ) lol

But I need to get something out first....

.. I .................................................................... LOVE COLLEEN MCHUGO!

hahahahaha

so i'm loving vaca .. ( Read more... )

ugh ... snow...

makes me angry

so do alot of other things that we won't go into right now

blah...

I FEEL USELESS

http://community.webshots.com/album/517485032WJEePo

^ new pics : )

i love my girls <3