so i've been 100% excited and happy about graduating and then coach frantz made me really sad. he was my AP psych teacher. he saw me leaving and stopped to talk to me, and then gave me a hug. most of the LRHS kids could go fuck themselves, but honest to god, i'm gonna fucking miss some of my teachers.

the heartless katherine almost started crying ( Read more... )

uh, got the sound system put in my car, finally.
subs, amp, mids, lows, head unit... oh yes.

sounds amazing. it's perfect. classical will sound crisp and rap will fucking boom.
oh... and i bought this:

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i hear everything you say one way or another, and honestly, i don't appreciate it.
if this is how things have turned out, then sorry, but i'm done.
i'm too old for high school drama, and i'm focusing on the future now.
i don't need this, at all. so if you want to stop, it would be fine again.
it wouldn't be a big deal. but until then, seriously, i'm ( Read more... )

so driving home tonight i was listening to one of taylor's depressing mixes and contemplating life.

as 'first day of my life' came on i started to think on a huge paradox of life.

that is simply, aging.

does the fact that we live for such a short time make our life valuable or worthless? because every second could be our last, does that make it worth ( Read more... )

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fate has caught up with them.

anyways.
i've decided today that i really hate people. i hate this town, i hate dealing with school, and most of all... i'm completely disposable to people and completely unappreciated.

i've just come to realize that the line between real friends and fake ones is ever elusive, unless you trip over it. then it's rather ( Read more... )

two more days.
two more fucking days until break.
thank god.

got senior sweatshirts today.
a big '08 and a mustang on the front.
don't mind that part.
but under that... god.
'best class ever
lakewood ranch high school'
wow.
is the class of '08 THAT lame?
apparently.
that would be why i don't really hang out with highschool kids. the ocala & (some of the) ( Read more... )

so, yeah.

life is great!! i'm going to school everyday, doing all my work AHEAD of time, i've been getting home on time from starbucks nights. i've cut back on smoking. i've been sleeping & eating better than ever. i know what i want to do with my life and everything is perfect. i'm totally motivated to succeed, and i'm content with life as it is ( Read more... )

 i'm really getting freaked out by these horoscopes. QUIT BEING SO ACCURATE!!

anyways. so i've decided i'm probably not going to get a job until first semester is over. i honest to god can't handle it. i've always managed to juggle everything going on in my life with some measure of grace, but right now i've got way too much on my plate. my mother ( Read more... )