i have so much on my mind it is ridiculous. i just need to vent.

my best friend called me this morning crying. she says she can't talk to anyone else about it because they are supposed to be on vacation, and she is trying her best not to think about it or bring it up because she knows it will just ruin the trip for her. my best friend called me this ( Read more... )

I feel like I am in a long distance relationship where we both cheat on each other and tell the other one all about it. it's so effin lame. I need to get over it. I need to stop talking to him, because this is just ridiculous.

in other news, I went to see Brand New on wednesday. i extent to which i love them is ridiculous. it's almost as much as I ( Read more... )

i hate school.

i had the best day with melissa yesterday. no joke. it was the best day.

i get to see my besties tomorrow. and jesse lacey. what a good day it will be.

i'm content. and it's nice.

this week, wednesdays are for the warriors. <3.

i worked 23 hours in three days. i am tired. and the last thing i want is to go back to the apartment. i am over having my own place. i want to live with my parents again. as lame as it sounds, its true.

i can't wait til may.

i'm an idiot. i will be the first one to admit it. i am doing something i said i would never do. i've let myself fall into the trap that he perfectly lays out. but thats not even the worst part. i want to be in his trap. i know to be careful and to guard my heart. and i know all of the objections to the idea of me liking him. i have the same ( Read more... )

I want a boy for my birthday. someone find me one.

like this one:

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-i wish my best friend was still my best friend. and i wish i didn't have to tell her when she can or can't tell other people something i told her.
+i'm happy that i have melissa.

-i wish i weren't alone right now.
+i kind of like alone time.

-i wish he didn't live in another state.
-he's too old for me anyways.

-i wish taco bell was as close as burger ( Read more... )

I had fun last night. it's weird how fast these people are becoming my best friends. I have completely changed the people that I surround myself with, but I can honestly say that I have never been happier. life is being good to me right now.

funny conversation this morning. went something like this:
Jeremy: my throat burns.
AJ: cum does burn on the ( Read more... )

so. this weekend was good. hung out with people. it was fun.

i wish class would start so i could leave the damn lab.

so yesterday kern and i went to chicago to see sarah, jamie, and michelle. we went to the UIC Pavillion and saw Jack's Mannequin. 'twas a good time.

i like thanksgiving. i like being home. i like that casey is home.

i'm getting my hair cut. short.

done.