It's so sad to realize those who want to hurt you the most, those who hate you the most are those who u call "family"
Was i wrong? maybe it's time to re-fix everything, re invent myself too weak to do so tho ... 

Someone prays for me every night ... i feel thankful yet it hurts me to see someone loves me why can't i love myself?

 Everything was ok, i ate once during the whole day and i just ate my failed attempt of yakimeshi which is good i made loads of it so i can stick with it the whooooole week ( Read more... )

I'am back! yay? Almost a year later but i did came back, i guess this journal will haunt me forever since it's a way of scaping my life outside, i dont know if someone reads this or not i really don't care the thing is im back and i things can't be better/more f*cked up.
I accomplished a year and 2 weeks with the bf i adore him to death he's been ( Read more... )

Why can't i look like her?

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Im not what my mom says im not stupid, nor worthless ...
I wish she could give me a fucking break.