I thought that this would get easier not more difficult.

They eyes are red from the dry tears.

My heart still feels like it is being ripped out of my chest, not fully but the tearing and jagged rips like it is slowly being dug out of the chest by a dog searching for a bone in the yard.

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LAST1. Last beverage Mt Dew2. Last phone callShawn/Kindyr (separated Husband)3. Last text message Alex/Lockland (responding about the party Sunday)4. Last song you listened to Closer by Nine Inch Nails (From Thalyn's MySpace Profile)5. Last time you cried An Hour ago on the way back from Heroes replayHAVE YOU EVER:6. Dated someone twice Yes7. Been ( Read more... )

Weeks of the fake frozen smile have overloaded this morning.

Waking up in tears isn't new. But not being able to push it aside long enough to at least get to work is rare. Waking up alone is so painful. The small bed filled with pillows and an electric blanket sometimes helps, but not often enough.

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Ok I saw this in someone's LJ, and it sounds like something that the majority of my Amt-Friends would like:

Current favorite way to unwind:
Open two browser windows. In each window, load I Can Has Cheezburger
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GROUPRESULThttp://youniverse.com/me/kathrynnstjames CareersScientisthttp://youniverse.com/me/kathrynnstjames/careers/feedback ArtEyes Wide Openhttp://youniverse.com/me/kathrynnstjames/art/feedback MoviesRush-Seekerhttp://youniverse.com/me/kathrynnstjames/movies/feedback PartyHome Birdhttp://youniverse.com/me/kathrynnstjames/party/feedback MindThe ( Read more... )

Your result for The Pop Culture Archetype Personality Test...

The Acrobat
Pirate, Monkey, Punk, Clown


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Career Test Center
Personality type / results
Extrovert / Introvert *29%5 out of 17Sensation / iNtuition 70%12 out of 17Thinking / Feeling 82%14 out of 17Judging / Perceiving 58%10 out of 17

Your Personality type is ENFP Definitions: The four pairs of preference alternatives above (Extrovert, iNtuitive etc.)

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Alicia Kaye Henderliter's Dewey Decimal Section:

600 Technology

Alicia Kaye Henderliter's birthday: 6/28/1972 = 628+1972 = 2600

Class:
600 Technology

Contains:
Health, agriculture, management, public relations, buildings.
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