God I miss you Jasper so much it hurts.

yeah.. so i saw Common!

there was a common concert @ my school cal state northridge (csun) & ahhhhh i love him!
he picked one of the girls from the crowd & that girl is so lucky.. they were dancing & common sang a song to her & was hugging her & everything! :(

he makes me MOIST! :)

but today was a great day... concert with my boyfriend Jasper & ( Read more... )

i hated my birthday yesterday. i was so emotional it was unbelievable! i was highly dissapointed that the girls.. the girls i consider to be my closest & even best friends didnt even take 2 minutes outta their day to wish me a happy bday by either means of myspace, livejournal, text msg, or a phone call. i know people are busy & all & sometimes ( Read more... )

guess who's back? back again..! yeahh so senior year has been gravy. but i caught senioritis like the 2nd day of school! ahh i've never been this lazy in my whole life. but yeah anyway, i have 2 classes with my ex Chuck... i thought it would be a good thing because i wanted nothing but to get back with him but yeah that did not happen. he got a ( Read more... )

11 more days 'til school starts.
looking forward to senior year.
summer sucked ass for the most pt.
hope things get better w/Chuck by then.

damn this was not the best day for me to take my senior portaits. Chuck & i broke it off last night & wow... i don't even get it. it's like damn nothing's certain in this life. just a few days ago everything was fine & then sorrow caves in like a mother fucker. i don't know... it ain't over though, cuzz i ain't givin' up just yet. but yeahh i ( Read more... )

sigh... just found out school starts august 31st.... haven't talked to chuck in 3 days... i don't know what's going on with us.........
EDITTTTTTTTTTT
i make mistakes; i'm only human. but lately i've realized that i hurt & push away the people i care for most. i don't know. maybe i get scared when i get close to somebody. another person emerges out ( Read more... )

i was supposed to go in to my other job today for training but i didn't feel like it. i think they really want me to work there cause i got like 3 voice mails from them asking me to come in tomorrow. i'd rather work @ champs!!!! so yeah.... had my interview @ champs on thursday. i think i did pretty well.... i was just a lil' bit nervous but what ( Read more... )

today has been such an awesome day! nothing went wrong. i saw my old summer sckoo buddies.... saw my 2 close sonora buddies, & best of all i got to see chuck.... haven't seen him in 2 days & it was killin' me. yeah we been like whatever with each other but we're just right now. i ran all of my errands such as changing my schedule next year, getting ( Read more... )

ughh been gettin' into a lot of arguments with chuck... we're both so stubborn most of the time & it's hard. i think he's more stubborn than i am but i don't always want to be the one running back to him & saying sorry if i feel as if i didn't do anything wrong... i don't like losing... but something i realized is that relationships aren't about ( Read more... )