goshhhhh this summer is pretty boring. no money + no more car during summer = saddest shit ever!!! i really need a job but i live up in the boonies & having no car makes it really hard for me to get around. it's not like my mom is willing to take me places gahhhhhhh. atleast i got chuck........ i have mucho fun with him. i woulda died this summer ( Read more... )

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i just updated like a fucking essay & it all erased!!!! LJ pisses me offffff. but yeah ummm quick update... 1 month together with chuck today.... so happy =) summer's been boring. took health 1st session of summer school -- good times. went to the san diego zoo with chuck & his family. went to six flags with my ( Read more... )

whoa... myspace has taken over my life lol. it's very addicting! okay... updates! school's out & summer is here. summer isn't kicking in yet cuz i started summer school & i'm in one class for 5 hours! errrrr. i've been hanging out with my boyfriend non-stop & it's f'n awesome! got my report card a few days ago. a D in math =( & the rest are A's so ( Read more... )

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Word of advice: Never expect anything from anyone.

k, i officially ♥ borders to the super duper max. early release today so i suggested to my friends that we go to borders. it was so chilll. it was so damn hot outside, it felt nice steppin' into the airconditionin'. so i got alla my homework done in less than 2 hours & it felt soooo fucking awesome. lately, i've been so lazy & it's like such a ( Read more... )

we are getting back together. i decided that from the beginning... cuz later along the line, i don't wanna regret anything like kicking myself in the ass asking "WHAT IF WE COULD'VE HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL?" i'd rather learn from my mistakes then regret them. experience is my teacher. i'm just an emotional rollercoaster. he's my first real boyfriend ( Read more... )

ugh i'm such a hot mess. spent practically the whole weekend with my ex-boyfriend, josh. i don't know. he wants to get back together but i don't know if he wants to get back together for the right reasons. i don't know if he still really cares for me & likes me or if he's just been missing me & just doesn't wanna be lonely. damn, it's so confusin' ( Read more... )

TRYING TO MAKE THIS AS SHORT AS POSSIBLE.
CASE 1
damn i seriously mean it when i say 'fuck guys' right now. so yeahh i'ma put all the bizz out there. we'll call this guy "O". so, a week or so ago.. O asked me to his prom. people that know me know that i hate that kinda prom & getting ready shit but being the good friend that i am, i said yes to him ( Read more... )

if you're readin' this, i ♥ you Nat. stay strong 'cause that's the best thing you can do. follow your heart & do what makes you happy for once. i admire you, such a small girl wit the world on your shoulders. i'm here. *mwa*