I Fucking HATE Guys! each and every one of them!

uhh yea lately I haven't really been home. Trying to get away from shit mostly. It's not really working but yea.. been hanging out with like everyone lately. And uhh today Kristen M got these rats at the pet store and I was all like eww and shit and I was just completely like scared. And then Drea put one on me and yea then it was cute! lol and ( Read more... )

I know I've been mistaken but just give me a break and see the changes that I've made. I've got some imperfections but how can you collect them all and throw them in my face. I hope you're not intending to be so condescending it's as much as I can take and you're so independent. You just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break. I've made a ( Read more... )

Holyshit, I just got back from the Bleeding Through Tour. Oh my fucking god, it rocked! Obviously Bleeding Through was there, they fucking kicked ass! but The Darkest Hour was there, they were good. Zao, Misery Signals and Fight Paris, they were good too. But holyshit, bleeding through fucking blew me away lol. Fucking sick dude! \m/

Just got home from Old Orchard, well, not really just got back from hanging out with Josh and Grubb but yea got back from Old Orchard at like 1. It was fun, I guess but I really wanted to stay up there for alittle bit more cause Richie was up there but yea. It was fun, for the most part. Partied, everyday for the week. I missed everyone though. But ( Read more... )

Today was a really fun day suprizingly. I thought it would just be alright but it actually turned out really good. Not everyone that I wanted to come up did, but it doesn't matter cause everyone that came up made it fun. So yea, uhh we just all basically hung out and did whatever. Everyone got my something (which I told them not to) I got flowers ( Read more... )

Today's my Birthday woo weee. like everyone's coming up, I think. But some at different times lol. But hmm, this should be interesting.

WOULD YOU EVER ( Read more... )

This past week has been really good actually=). I'm finally moving on with some shit that I should have done like so long ago. And I've realized the shit I've done in the past couple monthes was fucking stupid. But yea...=D

I just want to fucking be happy once in my life and have people not fucking judge me for who I am. Is that so fucking wrong? I seriously hate people so much that it doesn't even seem like a reality. Yea, people fuck up and make mistakes. But I seriously can't even remember the last time I was happy. Well, I can but it seems like so long ago.