Oh why can't I be what you need? A new improved version of me. But I'm nothing so good no I'm nothing, just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence, of love and of sorrow. I bed for just one more tomorrow. Where you'd hold me down, fold me in deep in the heart of your sins. Here I'm pinned between darkness and light, bleached and ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! >:O

I just realized something.. People say they know themselves. Truthfully no one really knows themselves, they need people to improvise. Yes, you may think you know yourself but you always get other peoples' opinions on it, it may not be right but it still means something and has some meaning to it even if it is just something to make you feel bad.

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tehehehe=D I'm a loser, and I love it. =D

alright, back to homework. I just wanted to say I'm extremely happy today!=D hehe!

I'm not even going to bother talking to anyone anymore, everyone's been a real jackass lately. I seriously can't take it anymore. I can't live without my friends and obviously they don't realize that. Yes, I may be a bitch sometimes, but I always at least say sorry, I fucked up with that one. But I guess everyone gets what's coming to them.

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I love lamp.

last night was Hay Day. It was fun until the fireworks began. It was the scariest thing that ever happend to me, I thought I was going to lose my best friend. Before anything savear happend I got right on the phone, as soon as Drea said she was feeling dizzy. I called her dad about twenty times and left about 5 messages. I was so scared. Then I saw ( Read more... )

dun dun dunaaa. Me, Denn, Kristen and Robert went "urban camping" behind the high school last night. lol It was really fun. We set up a tent and drank. Then I was hungry so me and Denn walked down to cumbies and it was closed so, we walked to the big apple. I took my shoes off to walk and now my feet hurt. But other than that it was fun. Me and ( Read more... )

Um.. I haven't wrote in this in like a while. Shit was really good but then everything went down hill really really fast unfortunatly. Besides when me, Jazzy, Emmy and Robert went to Warped Tour, it was fucking awesome, met a lot of awesome people. I got TWO hugs from Brandon (lead singer) from Bleeding Through and his autograph and Jazzy said he ( Read more... )