i started a new live journal, smilingburns so if you want to read mine still you can i don't care, your not allowed to bring up a biys name that starts with j at all

alright i don't care about joe anymore so please don't bring up that name anymore. i don't want to hear it or read it. i can't wait for the weekend because i'm free for once and don't have to babysit. woo hoo. i think it would be cool to hang with sarah this weekend but she must be busy. if you have plans tell me so we can get together. oh man i ( Read more... )

fuck you you dirty fucking shit fuckers. i hate all of you, you don;t give a shit you mother fuckers. i can't believe you seth you fucking stood me up you cunt, and you kari. i wasted 4 fucking hours while you waited for dan to come pick you up and leave me. you wanna go to kohls well fuck you dumb bitch we could have went while you were waiting ( Read more... )

well not too much is going on. sarah and i are trying to find time to hang out but time eats away at our lives so theres nothing anyone can do about it. time is gay ( Read more... )

i'm tired, today i went to church and after i hung around with my cool cool cousin kari. then the lady i baby-sit for decided to call and ask me watch the kids. well i didn't really want to but since she said we could go swimming kari and i both stayed and swam for about 3 hours... oh man it was fun. well i know my friend john and i might go see ( Read more... )

I quit, i quit smoking pot, i quit drinking, and i quit hooking up with people i don't know. i quit it all. i'm kinda stoked about it, i liked myself before i did all that shit. i know that jack helped me realize that and i'm glad. even though he made me feel like shit while doing it. well now that i'm going sober i can say that i'm still a cool ( Read more... )

i know i did. today i skipped, but not in a rebel sort of way. sort of a way to recolect myself. yesterday was horrible. today was awesome. i woke up at 9 and everyone was gone from the house, i still didn't know if my uncle was going to come home before i was supposed to so i dicided to walk to my house. when i got there i change into my bathing ( Read more... )

please everyone just please stop. i don't want to handle anymore of your shit. i'm tired of it. joe i didn't go into the bathroom to over dose i went in there to cut my wrists. i hate the way life is and how when something good comes along for me something bad like today has to happen. whoever is leaving these comments to me either tell me who you ( Read more... )

it seems that i've done something wrong and i don't know what. i really want to skip school someday this week because it sucks and i would rather be home sleeping. my cousin kari is always awesome to me and i'm glad she's around. i bought some awesome panties and tees today, and i don't know if i should get a confederate flag cover or a bacardi ( Read more... )

well friday was awesome i can't believe the time i had. sandman is awesome and rodgman dominates all. i certainly like a boy named johnny and joe... weird every guy i like's name starts a j, hmm.... ok. anyways i'm ready for fun so i might skip a day of school and hang out with my boys. well if you now my number call me and we can hang out sometime ( Read more... )