I can't stop crying.
It's times like these that I always revert back to Livejournal.

I just delete people when things don't go my way.

Love yourself so others will too.

Since when do I have feelings?

Let me elaborate: Starting this summer, I had become so good at differentiating sex from love or any other L words such as like or loneliness. Having sex with someone did not infer any feelings were involved besides physically feeling good.

Now, all of a sudden, I'm sitting here thinking about how I'm lonely and how ( Read more... )

Fuck Tumblr, I want to write things that actually mean something. But then I get to this empty white box, fill it with three paragraphs about how I was so happy, and then so sad, and now I don't know how I feel, and conclude my essay by highlighting and deleting the entire thing. There's a lot going on in my head and my heart, and I wish that I ( Read more... )

i'm flipping out.

if i knew then what i know now.

i think i need to start embracing my life as a poor, poverty-level cheapskate because at this point, i'm seeing no way out and i fear i'm gonna be living this way for good. blow me, money!

i can't even afford to buy food; i'm withering away!

lately i feel like i'm just a fly on the wall, watching as time flies and my life just passes me by. i check the clocks every two minutes, and it seems like time is going so slow, and then before i know it, an hour has passed in the blink of an eye. it seems weird to think that time can go fast and slow at the same time. always alarming, there ( Read more... )

i love cereal and milk more than anything.