So, I had a good meeting with Dr. D and I feel much better about school right now. I will be finishing in December, unless something very unexpected happens. I will not hope for that. I don't know where I'll be living but I've decided that for now I'm not going to stress over it. I will just deal with it as it comes, and if I have to pay rent for ( Read more... )

I did not succeed in my quest to not think about my future. But it was only a short lapse of about 20 minutes. I do thank Christine and Shanick for helping me to look at all angles though. And I will probably need a little more of that after tomorrow. I'm going to attempt to get an internship that I enjoy and that will also help me to learn. I don' ( Read more... )

Just when I decide that I've figured out how I will spend the next few months I start to doubt myself once again. Since I started wondering if maybe I can get a job at a High School my plans don't seem to make sense anymore. If I were to get a job then it would be impossible to finish school up in the Fall, and it would be stupid to leave halfway ( Read more... )

Well, no automotive school for me. I was probably just kidding myself anyway. F all that shiot anyway (tryin to keep it clean for all the little virgin eyes out there ( Read more... )

I'm once again frustrated with being me. I want to do what other people do so badly, to just go out and have a fun night. I get so close sometimes but then I'm still sitting on the couch in my pj's when everyone else leaves the house dressed to impress. I can't wait for the day when I can leave the house and KNOW that everything will be ok and I ( Read more... )

hello there everyone. i feel like poop on a six foot stick. Delayed hangover I believe, otherwise it's just some kind of weird migraine like something or other that I get on occasion. blah to whatever it is. I was home for the weekend for my dad's 55th birthday. Had a really good time and I was very happy to be home celebrating with him and the ( Read more... )

I haven't felt this insecure about my future in quite a while. I don't know what my deal is today but I don't feel like what I'm doing is right for me. I went to school to talk to Dr. D, my program director, to see if she could help me figure out what I should to be doing, but she wasn't there so it was a wasted trip. All I want is to do something ( Read more... )

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Soooooo... I am still being strung along by the parks and rec department, but I have been assured a job so I'm hanging on for dear life hoping that they don't totally screw me over in the end. What the job would be, I am still unsure, but at this point I don't care all that much. I just want a job where I can make some money and keep occupied for a ( Read more... )

Something strange happened to me yesterday. I went to McDonald's for dinner (Big Mac meal, yummy!) and they actually gave me napkins!!! But it's not like they just gave me napkins for that meal, I think they gave me a year supply of napkins. 11 napkins if you'd like to get technical. The way I see it is... normally they give you none, and if you're ( Read more... )