Sometimes I think back to freshman year of college and how the world was a very different place then.Time to hang out was abdunant and everyone wanted to be your friend. You would love your dorm room door open just to see if that cute guy from down the hall would stop by. It was so fresh and so innocent ( Read more... )

If you say your going to do something- Do it. Don't lie to people about it and certaintly don't blow that person off. If it was only one person once in awhile then fine, but when it happens over and over; its kind of discouraging. Welp, I don't feel like writing to much anymore.

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I've never wanted to be the person that really hurts someone else but now i've done it. it's usually me that gets hurt and i can never figure out why it happened the way it did. i tried my best to not even have it happen. i really did; i tried to care about everyone else in the situtaion but i guess i did a bad job. I hate that lately all i want is ( Read more... )

Sometimes you think u know people, but you really have no idea. I just don't get it. Why do people lie to me?What did I do to deserve all this? Nothing and I just keep taking it.I'm too nice to everyone and I get walked all over constantly. I guess there can be a mean side of me; I'm not sure that its ever really mean just a bit sarcastic ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt so insecure; yet not at the same time? It's such a strange feeling.

you know what i hate? caddy bullshit-that's what i hate. if u dont like me fine, but at least be respectful. i try to be nice to everyone but if u fuck with me god help you. sometimes i feel like im going back in time to junior high or high school, except i dont remember getting angry to the point of vioelnce. i use to just cry, now i kind of just ( Read more... )

Ahh...the classic day called new years eve. Hmm...welp,i don't really see the point. all of the couples get together and get wasted. It is another holiday that all the single people are just searching for someone to spend it with. Maybe if I had a bunch of cool single friends I would have a different outlook. I think that the person u kiss at ( Read more... )

Your Pimp Name Is...
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Sometimes I get into this funk and it jsut not helathy. I have time to think and I don't like what i begin to think about. I guess thats why i work so much and keep myself so busy, because then I won't have time to think about anything. There are things I could be doing: Grad school essays, sped writeup, cleaning my room or writing christmas cards ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel so empty inside. I feel like I give to others so much, but I don't recieve. I don't want materailsitc things; I jsut want love, compassion,friendship and understanding. i don't know that I have one true friend. I have friends for all different reasons and some of them fill certain qualtiies, but none of them fill all the qualities ( Read more... )