Twisted, in my disorted ways.

Wishing, wanting it to be that day.

When it all just seems to go away.

Feels so right, can't let it go.

It won't end, its out of control.

Theres got to be something else to fill that hole.

Fufill thatsoul.

Pain, justified by what?

Thought of as the norm.

When can we calm the storm?

Anger,hurt,deception

Isn't it time to make a correction?

Everything seems like an infection

I don't want to be the one to make the deduction

Maybe it's because I'll always feel the repurcusions

How can I stop the corruption without an erruption

I' not like everyone else and maybe that is why people don't get me.

I have been here about a month on and off. There certainly has been a mx of emotions about the entire situation. I love my job and what its future holds. I am defiently on a city year high after our training in Boston. I have been so postive lately, but it just seems to go down hill when I end up sitting alone. I use to consider myslef independent ( Read more... )

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Maybe I'm so sad, so lonely and so bored, because I am doing anything meaningful. I am not brightening the day of 3,4, or 5 year olds. I am not sitting in a 6 hr senate meeting trying to figure out how to better the campus. Im not doing some sort of community service that I think will save the world.Im not getting drunk evey thursday and wonder ( Read more... )

Months have passed and there is so much going on. Yet, there is only one thing that is really apparant to me right now. I miss him. I miss his goofy grin and his quirky comments. I miss his annoying alarm on his watch. I miss his voice. I miss his hugs. I miss him. It's true. Or a "true story". Sigh. Such is life. I hope that once I start working I ( Read more... )

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Each day I have thought alittle bit more about my writing skills. there just not that great. y does everything require a paper? I can interview much better; i could bullshit my way through that. papers just dont work out so good for me. im trying really hard but im getting really sad because i just dont know what to write anymore. i stare @ it for ( Read more... )