Oh the tangled web that's been weaved here...

I think the reason I can't write here anymore is the empty feeling I get every time I visit. This place represents so many beginnings... and so many endings. It reminds me of some of the worst moments of my life, which seems like a horrible thing to say considering it's not this journals fault. It was my fault. My fault for for allowing it all.

Aahh, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly, "come and play"
Aahh, I am falling
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame.

• 21:03 Big big storm. I'm scared a little. #
• 21:19 So... My storm survival kit includes 3 fashion magazines and my bible. #
• 02:53 My Daily Twittascope - bit.ly/mB8X3 #
• 08:27 Well no huge spiders today on my walk, the rain must have scared them away last nightm #
• 18:17 i don't know. #

• 06:06 For some reason I've been waking up at exactly 4:30 and checking the time all week long. It's weird. #
• 07:41 Oh sweet lord a turatula just tried to kill me. #
• 13:29 Todays goal is simply not to lose it. That is all. #
• 14:58 I give up. #
• 19:43 work is stressing me out. #

• 21:41 tomorrow after work i'm going to a belly dance class. i am so excited. #
• 03:16 My Daily Twittascope - bit.ly/mB8X3 #
• 12:32 @ twihardlol is doug ok??! #
• 12:43 i hate how i can waste so much energy worrying that i've pissed someone off, and men are completely oblivious when they have. #
• 12:52 @ ohthedecadence it's so annoying. #

• 21:24 Everyone just diappeared. #
• 21:56 Never going to bed. #
• 23:26 i'm having a rough night. #
• 02:57 My Daily Twittascope - bit.ly/mB8X3 #
• 08:54 We're waiting here, waiting for you God with our hopes and fears, empty handed... #

• 22:14 It's definitely looking like it's time to take a leap of faith, and the direction that leap seems to be headed is youth ministry. #
• 01:54 My Daily Twittascope - bit.ly/mB8X3 #
• 06:59 this is the weirdest morning. no email, no twitter updates, nothing on facebook. did i miss something? #
• 17:32 I lost it today at work... burst into tears on ( Read more... )

• 21:20 i'm exhausted, but i'm looking up seminary information. #
• 21:57 My Daily Twittascope - bit.ly/mB8X3 #
• 07:44 This morning it's all about You. You are -wonderful-, You are full of love for me, You are the God who sees me and accepts me as I am. #
• 13:22 Just had a waiter tell me and my coworkers that it was agaist their policy to allow us to ( Read more... )

• 06:09 i'm getting out of bed, i really am, right now....just right now, two seconds. #
• 06:27 I managed to make it from the bed to the couch and somehow put my trainers on in between. #
• 08:00 Breakfast tacos from el charito! #
• 08:17 @ jimjohnmarks hm? #
• 08:23 Ha, this is so dumb, but i just got finished working out and i'm sweaty, but i realized i ( Read more... )