Here is a long overdue update on my life as a whole for the very few of you out there that still read what i write/care about what i have to say lol i know i saw this a lot but where did everyoen go ( Read more... )

well ( Read more... )

where did everyone go? i feel like not a lot of my old lj friends post that much anymore and nobody comments anymore....miss you guys and miss the support xo

hello friends ( Read more... )

ugh im just really unhappy right now ( Read more... )

so i got back on track-ish yesterday. it wasnt restricting but it wasn't bad.....i feel confident i can restrict again. i NEED to restrict again. im itching to restrict ( Read more... )

Ok ( Read more... )

cant keep my act together for more than one day it seems lately. was 123 this morning. ate really well (see: very little) all day and was on my feet at rehearsal all day. came home and binged. damn it ( Read more... )

i was doing SO well. restricted 3 days in a row less than 800 cals, started losing again "down" to 122, and then BAM. binged tonight. fml.

Over these past 2 days I've tried but I still haven't been able to get my act together....I'm not binging exactly but Im restricting/eating reallyw ell during hte day and eating a lot of "safe" food at the end of the night (basically I refuse to go my ice cream, cookies, cupcake-binge food, and end up eating unhealthy amounts of the food i do have ( Read more... )