So it's been a few months. I blame Regal, I always blame Regal... But I really did work, quite a bit during the span on May and June. I worked so much, I realized I did not want to work there anymore so I ended up quitting. Almost three years of Regal and I'm out, it's so strange to have weekends again ( Read more... )

I should be on the top of the world, but I don't feel like it. To everyone else, it seems like I have everything going for me, but it just doesn't feel right- nothing feels right right now. Maybe this is the way I am, nothing will ever be good enough. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I shouldn't sit here over-analyzing everything. I'm always the first to ( Read more... )

Finals week is here. Although I should be writing pages on the empty word document on my tool bar; I just really don't feel like it right now. My first year of college ends on Tuesday. I can't believe how fast time has gone by. Seems like just yesterday I packed all my belongings into Senor Nacho boxes from the theatre and shipped up to Orlando ( Read more... )

It's been one hell of a month so far. Ran into a few set-backs last week, but I have a new policy towards stressing out, in the words of Brad Nowell, "Fuck it don't fight it, it's all the same." I'm done letting thsee set-backs hold me back. All I want to do right now is just be happy and have fun ( Read more... )

I'm content with my life. I'm happy. This has never honestly happened to me before- I've never felt so at peace with simply 'exisiting'. I'm not doing anything new, I'm just working and going to school as always. The thing is, I changed my mind-set. I honestly believe all you have to do to be happy is want to be happy- it's all about desire. I ( Read more... )

People are more addicting than any drug, at least I think so. There's certain people in this world that can just lift you up, completely unknowingly. I love those people, I just hope I can be that person for someone someday ( Read more... )

So yesterday I was excessivly hit on by older gentlemen of the opposite sex, which amuses me, so I feel the need to blog about it ( Read more... )

Thus far, 2006 has probably been the most pivotal year in my life. Given, I haven't been around too long, but I have a feeling in the grand scheme of this game called 'life' it will hold some of the most important memories ( Read more... )

I had a long talk with the best friend I will ever have the night before I left Naples. We walked through his neighborhood and got everything out of my system. I swear, sometimes he's the only person that really understands me, not to mention the only person to get through to me ( Read more... )

So roughly twenty-four hours until I get on I-75 and escape this personal hell. I'm not going to sit here and say it was all bad. Thanks to Bobby I managed to have a lot of fun despite the circumstances. As terrible as this whole trip has been, I think it was a realization I needed to have ( Read more... )