it's time. so much energy i've wasted on this. i've been so caught up in trying to get it back that i failed to even ask myself if i really wanted it. and something inside of me realizes it's time. there's too much out there for me now. i've waited with the door open, and i needed to do that because i wasn't ready. but i'm closing that door ( Read more... )

i had such a fuckin great time last night at the show. i screamed and sang and jumped around like a crazy person. some people had said they weren't that great live. they were fuckin awesome. i got tossed around like a rag doll, and i was loving it. matt is fuckin great. he's one of the coolest guys i've ever met. i'm really glad we went ( Read more... )

you know, i just don't fuckin get it ( Read more... )

I just found out that somebody i used to hang out with and sort of date fucking overdosed. he's fucking dead. and it's really scary and sad. and it's really irking me.

and yet, i'm thinking, it could have been me. and i'm glad it's not.

Emotional hurricanes followed by a landslide. Raging whirlwinds of infatuation composed of air particles, nothingness. Distress, distrust, devotion, disillusionment, disgust ( Read more... )

"It's never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot

Langerado festival here we come.

got my Interpol tickets in the mail today. so fuckin excited.

john - is the new roni size good?

I wonder, sometimes, if i even know what i want. if i only want things because i can't have them. (thing ( Read more... )

I wish I could live free ( Read more... )

INTERPOL @ REVOLUTION 3/18, 7:00PM: $23.00

I'm going with my friend Matt...we should all go. it's fuckin Interpol!

yay.