you know there is something seriously wrong with America when...
you start getting advertisements text messaged to you on your cell phone.

It's nice to see...or not see, I should say...all the people who have dropped off the face of the earth since i got clean. people at my house every fuckin weekend when i partied...it's really fuckin sad to know how important drugs and alcohol are, not to me, but to everyone else. I'm still fun motherfuckers.

but you'll never know, will you?

I've been squeaky clean for almost three weeks now. I know it doesn't sound like very long, but to me, it's a great accomplishment and I'm proud of myself ( Read more... )

I'm trying to get a loan of $300. Since I resigned from my job on Friday it's really hard to get approved without income. I've applied to a billion jobs, but I don't think it will go through in time. I need to make my rent on the first of April ( Read more... )

life is good.
and i got a lot of it left.

is starting to show me who my real friends are.

gotta get a job. gotta get a job. gotta pay the rent and the bills. gotta pay for treatment.

FUCK.

I'm okay I'm okay I'm okay.

okay.

I'm okay.

Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight ( Read more... )

I've made a lot of mistakes. I know ( Read more... )

today is day # 5.

and i've never felt better.

thank you john, michelle, and mandy.
you guys saved me.