the past 2 days ive gotten addicted to the L word.

ive never felt so sexually frustrated and rediculous in my entire life.

i kinda like it.

kate moennig is the sexiest thing in the entire world.

holy crap

yesterday i had a really fucking awesome day ( Read more... )

last night i had a dream that it was my birthday party and ally showed up and took alyce and brandon away and then my mom expressed to me how she always wished that ally was her daughter and that i wasnt...so i tried to fight her and my only way of fighting was taking off her shoes? i woke up in tears cause im gay. and then i went back to sleep and ( Read more... )

it sucks when you recognize your own faults. but do absolutely nothing about them ( Read more... )

nothings gonna change my world.

i did exactly what i said i wasnt going to do.

blah!

my body is attacking me im pretty sure

i keep getting really wierd lower back/pelvic pain and every morning i wake up with another HUGE bruise on my back that wasnt caused by anything i did.

is scaryyyy
but i hate doctors

i have neglected writing about this because i didnt want to think about it for more than 10 minutes at a time. because writing about it would mean that i actually cared/felt about the situation ( Read more... )

makes me ( Read more... )

i am slowly realizing that my robot does fucking suck....and im actually not all that upset about it. this week has been blissful. being 21 is the coolest thing since harry potter and h&m coming to california. i feel as though for the first time in my life every single person who i am sorrounding myself with is exactly who i want to be around. and ( Read more... )

above all else
my friends are my family
and i love you so much

you should know that i would do anything for you
and that i would never want to do anything to hurt you ever.

i just hope that you know that.