There is such a thing as a good breakup and I 've had one! And it's amazing!

Am I turning into a possessive girlfriend? I just might be. He's been gone for two days without a call. I mean I would like to know he hasn't died on the slopes or something. I better not joke ( Read more... )

Am I really happy with everything right now? I am not really sure

I just don't know why everything has to change. Why do people really grow up. I mean honestly has anything ever really good come of growing up and becoming an whole other person. I don't see any reason why we should. I am just sad right now. This year has been about growing up for a lot of us and I am not sure I was really ready to face it. I just ( Read more... )

I have been trying to study all day long but all I have really done is watch America's Next Top Model. I love that show. I just might fail my test tomorrow but we shall see. I wish I had done all this yesterday but I was to busy watching America's Next top model! I really hate my life. hee hee not really. It's actually quite nice ( Read more... )

Don't want to go to sleep right now even though I have got to get up and study tomrrow. Alot! Talking to JB on line. Having a good conversation actually. Weird. Lifes weird. I don't know how I am going to fix all this but I am determined to be happy!

Just got back from my last class. It feels good. I only have two tests a performance and my jury left. And half of my second year of school is over! I will be a junior when I come back from Christmas. Not that it matters but it's crazy just the same ( Read more... )

I have no idea what is wrong with me. I jsut can't be nice. I want to feel the same but something has changed but I can't put my finger on it. Things used to be much simpler and I miss that. Sometimes I still feel like I am going to go back to my real life on day, this is all just a trial and I decided I didn't like it. Is that the way the rest of ( Read more... )

I don't feel like it's Christmas time. I don't see anything Christmasy. I wish we had a tree in here. I'm bored. I'm going to an improve show at 10:30 but everyone was busy up until then and I didn't want to stay at the dance show after I did box office...so here I am. It's kinda nice though just hang out by myself and watch tv...somthing I never ( Read more... )

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