Holy crap! I still have my LJ. I think I will take to ranting on here again...

i swear i know how to get myself into messes ( Read more... )

im not as sad this time. but i did end up staying up all night, driking 2 energy drinks, and going to work. where i did nothing haha ( Read more... )

ive been awake since 345. i cant get back to sleep. lately ive been really sad. i cant help it and i havent cried becuz lets face it, whats the point? it doesnt get me anywhere and it always winds up making me feel worse. last week i broke down and cried some but not full out bawling becuz isabelle started telling me there was a mommy baby and ( Read more... )

since about 6 months has passed a lot has changed. craig and i are still dating and were very happy together. i love him ( Read more... )

isabelle will be two on sunday. so much has changed in the past few months. over summer i grew and i learned to let go of a lot and to not let things get to me like they have in the past. im doing well. isabelle is doing well. everything is going pretty good ( Read more... )

i think i might be ready to grow up...

i know i fall through w plans sometimes cuz i have isabelle and i like spending time w my family. but when you call and ask if i can hang out and i say all i have to do is get isabelle to sleep and that takes what 10 minutes? and then you say how you cant anyway but 5 minutes later i call and hear the sounds of your other friends in the ( Read more... )

its sad how two faced everyone is...
how they act like they care and no matter what theyll be there but then something happens that they participated in and they begin showing their true face and how they never cared.

you dont want the drama? good luck in dating cuz i hate to tell you, thats all most girls are.

today is a sad day but im trying not to think about it ( Read more... )