i don't check this anymore. and that makes me sad.

i have so much to say ( Read more... )

i am so lucky that my parents love me. and love each other.

and i'm super excited about next year. whatever happens. it will be great. NY or Chicago or Parkland. whatever. i am gonna do it whole heartedly.

 i'm going on a diet.... like a legit, calorie- counting diet. i talked to my mom for like 2 hours today about it and it's defffffffff happening.

so wish me luck.
but really.
i need it.

i CAN NOT be fat anymore. 
goal weight - 140..... still technically over weight but no longer obese/over fat.

i can do this... right?

 so i think one of my favorite tv couples ever is red and kitty from that 70's show... but really. they are just for real life. like... they don't like each other sometimes but then other times they are just super cute. and they are old but they still have sex and they have a family and they stay together and i JUST love it ( Read more... )

 my  life is a fucking MESS.

i figured it out. i hit my peak junior year of high school. it was when i was skinniest, and the best at cheerleading and cared the most about school (i never REALLY cared but jr year was golden compared to my acute case of senioritis) and theater was a part of my life and i had a job. granted, i was completely unhappy and ended up in the pavillion ( Read more... )

ughhhh.
money.
fat.
school.
future.

kjaf;lkdfdjfas

not  happy camper.

well.. that's a lie. i am more happier now than.... since camp ended and i moved in with him.

but i'm still.... adsflfjsadj.

ya know?

I know what you’re thinking
What’s Barney been drinking?
That girl was smoking hot
Yes I coulda nailed her
But no it’s not a failure
‘Cuz there’s one thing she is not
To score a ten would be just fine
But I’d rather be dressed to the nines
It’s a truth you can’t refute
Nothing suits me like a suit

Picture a world where all the girls and ( Read more... )

ugh. i moved back home.
too many feelings.

moral of the story,
i hate henry.