turns out..... i am a huge creep and facebook makes it so much easier to be a long distance creep.

why am i in love with like 3/4 different people at once?
how is it possible that i have that much love.
oh wait.... ONE of them (maybe two) are in love with me too.

hmmmmm......

alsssso,
unofficial is for bitches.
real motherfuckers get drunk for the st. ( Read more... )

 so i pretty much love rent with all of my soul.

what else is new?
bahhhh

omar and i broke up.
but we are okay.
like for real.
it's for the best.
yayyyy maturity? hahaha score.

 have you ever felt so incredibly nostalgic that your heart honestly hurts? 
that's how i feel. like there is a hole in my heart that makes it hard to breathe without thinking about what i miss and want.

i miss so much. there is so much i wish i had right now that i don't. and i don't know why i can't shake it off and not think about it. but i just ( Read more... )

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 i'm feel so lost. and so lonely ( Read more... )

 grrrrrrrrrrr

 epic EPIC fail.

i'm so dissapointed in myself and no one here understands. i HATE that omar doesn't get it. i just.... it's no good.

 so i've been thinking about all my ex boyfriends lately and how each of them has taught me something or changed me in some way (good or bad). so i'm going to make a list. this is more for me than for anyone else but it's just something i've been internalizing and i want to see what i will actually say when i write this out.

adam- loved me more than ( Read more... )

turns out odain hurt me in a way that, at the time, neither of us understood.

i am sure that he still doesn't understand what he did to me.

i wonder if we will ever make up?

shit. now i'm sad.