Charlie Brown: I think I'm afraid to be happy.
Lucy: How can you be afraid to be happy?
Charlie Brown: Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens.

♥"You never know when something will happen to you that will change your life completely. That one thing you know youve been waiting for but never know that it happens until after it hits you in the face. But then after it hits you in the face yoiu realize....wow...that was amazing. That completely changed my life even if it hurt like hell in the ( Read more... )

.:♥ & she sighs....'here we go again' ♥:.

I've found myself doing and saying that exact same thing WAY too often in the past year. I'd love to figure out why... why i can't stop it.

..:People ask me, "Why is it so hard for you to trust someone?" and i ask, "Why is it so hard to keep a promise?":..

Yeah... one day i'll figure that all out.

On a lighter note... I had a great weeekend. & I miss my Fav's already!

I can't wait til the day that i get it through my head.. til the day I learn. Why is it that sometimes we (meaning human beings) know whats right or whats wrong for us, yet we still hang on to what's wrong even tho we know its not right?? Why do we sit there... knowing what the outcome is going to be or might be.. and continue to let it happen?? I ( Read more... )

.::.I don't know why I hurt myself like this. It's like I’m purposely lying down so you can walk all over me. It's like I’m purposely putting you into my thoughts just so it will hurt more when I realize that you aren't thinking of me at all. It's like I’m intentionally putting my heart on the line hoping that you will take it, but knowing that you ( Read more... )

I looovvvvveee my Friends. THey are my everything and they are the best.

I still think about the accident. Like what really happened.. and if she was ever in any pain. Not a day has gone by that i havent stoped and thought about her. I know she's watching over me.. over all of us. She's prolly laughing too. I've given her plenty to laugh about recently. I wish i could still hear her laugh.I wish i could talk to her just ( Read more... )

I remember the year that corey maitland died. He was a senior and a his parents were friends of my family so I'd known him for a while. I remember standing outside in the lunch line and seeing the ambulance literally FLy across the cross roads. No one knew it was a BA senior who they were going after. I remember getting home.. and answering my ( Read more... )

Well, that obviously didn't stay a secret for long.