Formal sucked -- and it was my own fault. I should have known. I don't like dancing or loud music. Or standing on the wall like a loser while people whisper about me. And then I had to go have a fight with Russ. That was particularly stupid of me. I guess it just upset me further that so many people were having fun and I wasn't. I guess it just ( Read more... )

1. I want to drink more water.

2. I want to lose a few pounds. Maybe by this weekend!

3. I want to have a good time at formal. It seems like something I'm going to have to try for.

4. I want new jeans. And a new bra.

5. I want white eyeliner and bubblegum pink lipstick.

6. I want to smile more.

7. I want to criticize less. And be less sarcastic.

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I wish my dog understood English so that when I said "I love you" to him, he didn't just walk away.

I think I'll send that in to Postsecret.

GAH.

The internet is so boring. My life is so boring. I need to find something to do on those nights where Russ is working. I need a job. I need to change my hair, get a new piercing, get a tattoo. I need to buy new clothes. I need to clean everything I own.

I think maybe I don't want to die anymore. It's good. I had been wanting to stop wanting to ( Read more... )

Life is too fucking complicated and I don't want to be in it anymore.

I'm dead serious.

Don't forget, all you are is a slutty piece of ass!

Nothing is worth it anyway, Katie.
The bad will always outweigh the good. You can't run away from the horrors. Are you prepared to deal with the fact that you're an evil whore? All the good that comes to you is undeserved. You're a dirty whore so kill yourself before you hurt someone.
Kill yourself before someone gets hurt, you dirty fucking slut.
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Sometimes I just want to be a slut. SO BADLY.
I wish I had an alternate life. I want to keep this one.
But I also want to be a SLUT.

I wish I had huuuuge beautiful eyes. That were huge.Like...Anna's!!!


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