I think I come off as being arrogant and elitist when around other people because of my inability to speak up around other people. Also I think that the way I speak to people suggests that I think I'm better than everyone else, when in reality
Taught to not trust other people with information about family sensitive issues
When I cheated, first thing father said was that you can't take shortcuts in life. You can't expect other people do your work for you and expect the work to get done. You have to do the work yourself or the work won't get done right.
I have decided that I cannot stand being here anymore. I find it difficult to stand this enviornment and these people any longer. I grow irate just being around the people in my life. I don't want to be, but I am. I feel as though I could yell and nobody would hear me. They would just hear me and keep acting like everyhting is normal.