i miss scott ( Read more... )

so much to brag about and a bit to cry about as well ( Read more... )

friday afternoon scott and i set out for austin. by the time we got out of little rock it started raining. about two hours into the drive ( 17 miles to texarkana in rush hour) i went over the red river bridge going about 70 mph. toward the middle of the bridge my car started hydroplaning to the point i couldnt control it. it snaked across both ( Read more... )

i feels like i spent most of it in movie theaters. haha im pretty sure i made up for that sunday ( Read more... )

im not sure why i keep having these fucked up dreams lately. waking up feeling like im going to cry is just retarded and ends up ruining my entire day. ive been super happy for the most part recently, though. things have been going pretty well. im trying to stay ontop of my game with school. i fell a little behind thursday. started slacking off on ( Read more... )

these ups and downs will kill us all. wonder when the next lull will hit. ill enjoy it while it lasts

not happy

are quite possibley the hardest things in life. but its really great to know there are people in the world who love you. leaving is hard, even when it is the best thing for you. ive never been good with farwell ( Read more... )

she falls in love with her shadow when she thinks no one is watching

i skipped class today to go on a bike ride and take photos. i want to go back to that feild and that little house. i want to see if the flower is still in the clothes pin i stuck on the door. its raining. really hard. i slept in my necklace again. i try not to do that. im trying to stay out of trouble. instead im staying in my head. i talked to my ( Read more... )