Ahhh.

Josh is skiing, so I have alllllll day by myself.

To read, watch I Love New York, play Zelda, masturbate, smoke pot, whatever the hell I want!

Hmm...

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I've let this journal become more about being read than being written. Every time I think about writing something, I write it as if people are going to be reading it. Which they are. And that's not what the problem is. The problem is that I've started to conceptualize entries for an audience. I've started to exist for an audience. That's why I ( Read more... )

I start to write anything and I just can’t do it. I guess all I can say right now is, I’m so damn confused. I’m so confused about life. I’m beginning to realize that there’s a huge, gaping difference between what I want to believe and what I actually believe. No matter how much I like to think I shun conventional, dualistic thought, it all comes ( Read more... )

Holy crap I will never be able to watch "Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone" again without thinking about this

It's our 8 month! Half an hour till I can wake him up and we can go get breakfast. Real entry coming sometime this afternoon, after he goes to work and before I start pregaming for Pharcyde. Oh hell yeah.

I am so motherfucking angry right now I can hardly think. The motherfucker peed in my motherfucking fridge. IN THE FRIDGE. WHO DOES THAT? I don't think I've ever been this angry in my goddamn life.

There are like nine people at my house right now. Two of them are houseguests that we've had since Monday, one of whom is Josh's friend from Maryland (Smitty) and the other who is a friend of Smitty's, Fox. And I am irritated about this for several reasons. One is that to begin with, I cannot stand Fox. He is loud, obnoxious, overbearing, arrogant ( Read more... )

I doubt that any of you haven't seen this ingenius snl skit ( Read more... )

It hurts. It hurts really bad, and it's physical. Really, like, my heart aching.

I am scared as hell.

All you jerks who complain about not being in college anymore can think about me this week. What's going on is nothing I wouldn't have been able to handle had I started it remotely ahead of time, but surprise surprise, I didn't ( Read more... )