I completely understand how you feel...if that helps any...I am glad you are too broke to end your life...Please don't do that...I am in a support group and I'm telling you-it helps a lot...I'm also in 1x1 therapy and that helps too...If nothing else the counselors give positive feedback and encouragement which we all need at some point...Take Care, KLM
Lucy (our youngest ferret) has this aversion to the litterbox. He's physically fine, but he's just really really LAZY and just pees NEAR the litter. Grrr.
We've had our dooks for almost 8 years, and I love them, but it's bullshit and I'm getting sick of it.
I am looking for a job, so most of the the pet care goes to me, but I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF IT!!!! This small trailer, cleaning up, ALWAYS doing the dishes...ARRRGGGHHH!
Anyways, thanks for listening. I totally hear you about the fert poop!!
Your entire first paragraph I was nodding my head because every word echoes my life, too.
I finally found somebody I love and trust on a level I have not felt before ... but I wait for that other shoe to drop. Maybe it already has because her dad has severe psychiatric issues and there are some issues going on with him. We can't afford to move out yet, but I am going to move out somehow by the end of August no matter what. ...I'll talk to you about her dad's stuff in San Diego because I promised Mica and our therapist I wouldn't write about it online because it's hard to describe the whole complicated story here.
I have never been given a reward without having to suffer for it greatly, and even then I suffer more for what I get while I have it.
God, I sympathize.
I can't wait to see you in San Diego so I can give you a big hug and we can talk about all this crap going on in our lives. I think we both could use a sympathetic ear and a shoulder to cry on.
I'm so sorry I've put off replying to this. It's been almost a month now ... *blushes sheepishly*
We're staying in SD, especially if I get that permanent job with Citibank. There's no way I want to go back to Utah and deal with my mom any more ... I've come very far in therapy and working through issues that are/were going on in my life up to a few years ago. Visiting my parents is fine, but living with or near my mom would negatively affect me too much.
If we move out of SD I don't think I'll come to MN because it's colder there than it is here, and I already hate the winters here with a passion. We (Mica, her two friends, and me) do go to a comic book convention up in Minneapolis every year so I will make it a point to hang out with you during that if you want. Also, you're close enough now that road trips or a flight of less than an hour is perfectly feasible for visits.
about the comic book convention, which one do you go to? We go to a lot of cons ourselves and it would be cool to hang out.
You should definitely try Convergence though. It's the weekend of July 4th (now it's 4 days!) at the Sheraton in Bloomington. It is really fun. :) www.misfit.org You can cut and paste, and there is a big link to Convergence there.
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We've had our dooks for almost 8 years, and I love them, but it's bullshit and I'm getting sick of it.
I am looking for a job, so most of the the pet care goes to me, but I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF IT!!!! This small trailer, cleaning up, ALWAYS doing the dishes...ARRRGGGHHH!
Anyways, thanks for listening. I totally hear you about the fert poop!!
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I finally found somebody I love and trust on a level I have not felt before ... but I wait for that other shoe to drop. Maybe it already has because her dad has severe psychiatric issues and there are some issues going on with him. We can't afford to move out yet, but I am going to move out somehow by the end of August no matter what.
...I'll talk to you about her dad's stuff in San Diego because I promised Mica and our therapist I wouldn't write about it online because it's hard to describe the whole complicated story here.
I have never been given a reward without having to suffer for it greatly, and even then I suffer more for what I get while I have it.
God, I sympathize.
I can't wait to see you in San Diego so I can give you a big hug and we can talk about all this crap going on in our lives. I think we both could use a sympathetic ear and a shoulder to cry on.
Please take care!
Jenn
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We're staying in SD, especially if I get that permanent job with Citibank. There's no way I want to go back to Utah and deal with my mom any more ... I've come very far in therapy and working through issues that are/were going on in my life up to a few years ago. Visiting my parents is fine, but living with or near my mom would negatively affect me too much.
If we move out of SD I don't think I'll come to MN because it's colder there than it is here, and I already hate the winters here with a passion. We (Mica, her two friends, and me) do go to a comic book convention up in Minneapolis every year so I will make it a point to hang out with you during that if you want. Also, you're close enough now that road trips or a flight of less than an hour is perfectly feasible for visits.
I'm excited to see you, too!
*Snugs*
Jenn
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You should definitely try Convergence though. It's the weekend of July 4th (now it's 4 days!) at the Sheraton in Bloomington. It is really fun. :) www.misfit.org You can cut and paste, and there is a big link to Convergence there.
*snug*
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