I am happy! Yeaaah, that's great!

But I'm also nervous! Noooo, that's not as great!

A few people have told me in the past that they feel I'm a really great person, and that I deserve great things to happen to me. If I want something to happen really badly, I absolutely deserve for it to happen ( Read more... )

I've seriously got some sort of ridiculous complex where I can't look at really attractive people without feeling like I suddenly weigh 400 lbs ( Read more... )

So, I went to New York this weekend to dig on Pulsewave, their monthly chip show. I had never been before, and it was a really fun time. The show itself was actually kind of underwhelming in some parts compared to the other chip shows I've been to, but just being around the scene, meeting all of those people, was innnnncredible ( Read more... )

It's eyeopening to have someone tell you the influence you've had on them in a positive way. Especially when you feel you're undeserving of such a comment ( Read more... )

I'm not stupid enough to believe it would ever happen, but I can't help but hope a bit ( Read more... )

( 2010 in retrospect )

It seems like everything I encounter is a metaphor for or is otherwise some reflection of how freaking lonely I am.

#toobitchyfortwitter

#lifeisntthatbad

Life is Beautiful.

And with that, I've moved on.

I think we're done here. I think it's time to bounce back from this ( Read more... )