My Body is My Revolution ( Read more... )

ok i felt a panic attack coming on so im on here trying to calm down... breatheing... see i have this thing that whenever something is wrong and a friend is being cranky or short with me i immediately think that it is becuz of me and something horrible that i have done even tho it most likely isnt... ok im calmed down a little more... but i have ( Read more... )

well its x-mas time and im not liking it too much this year... its like i dread going from family party to family party having to dress up in clothes that make me feel like a total preppy poser and i have to sit there and smile and open a present im probably not going to like (lol this may sound mean but its truth here) i dont kno its all very blah ( Read more... )

well.. its been a rough week overall... my best friend annnie and i have had a falling out... she randomly went off on me the other day and i am having a hard time dealing with it becuz she was like the only person i could count on besides my other freind kristen to not go all crazy on me. its like if i cant count on her what else do i have.... ( Read more... )

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I HATE MY LIFE i dont kno who i am i cant even cut myself right and i generally am paranoid and nervous all the fucking time...... um yea right now would b a great time to fucking kill myself right now

well, thanksgiving day... annie slept over last night and for soe reason we woke up at 6:30 am... i thought the parade wasnt so good tho... but the dinner was fabulous... im excited for the bar on sat. yea its a gay bar... and im just now coming out to be bisexual... and im amped to b with people that wont judge me for telling them the truth about ( Read more... )

well, today was interesting... i think that i um how do i put this pleasure myself too much... haha i dont kno like at night i am not tired at all and that is when i do it... and i hav a bit of a porn problem... but i dunno ill talk to my therapist about it when i finally get one... oh and the cutting thing is getting so old... i feel like i am ( Read more... )

Jynx me something crazy ( Read more... )

1. Last thing you burned while attempting to cook ( Read more... )

1. Name someone with the same birthday as you: I don't even kno.... hmm ( Read more... )