This song seems appropriate...and I love it :)

Alana Davis "I Want You"

I've seen suckers lose themselves in the games they learn to play,
Children love to sing and then their voices slowly fade away,
People always take a step away from what is true,
That's why I like you around,
I want you.
Yea, ya do, you make me want you.
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 Hello LJ friends! 
Just a little update on my most awesome life! HAH!

Things are going really well! Monday night was spent with Steph at the Point After (I only had 2 beers!!) playing pool, and bull shitting! We seriously had SO MUCH FUN! I think everyone thought we were wasted before we had an ounce of booze in us. We are so wild and out of ( Read more... )

 Good morning friends. It's early. These things I know. While all of you are snuggled up nicely in your worm and cozy beds, I am here....at work. Slaving away. HAH! Not really. I kinda like Sunday's. It's busy here off and on. Which gives me time to write (In my real journal too).

I've been working sooooo much lately. It's like my social life has ( Read more... )

 AS OF TODAY.....I WILL BE A NON DRINKER FOR ONE WHOLE MONTH!!!!!

From all of you I ask for encouragement....not taunting. Have faith in me, don't talk me down. Support me, don't force booze down my throat. LOL

That's all for today, I know...short post.

Mad love my friends!

YAY SOBER!!! haha

 It's almost here--The Year 2008. I feel lost. I feel more empathy towards myself than anyone else, and that's just not the person that I am. I'm always so empathetic to those around me. Am I being conceited? Self absorbed? Or am I finally coming to the realization that I need to work on me now? I'd like to think the last one fits my situation more ( Read more... )

The end of 2007 is nearing. Now I'm not one for New Years resolutions (I find them pointless), but I do know that some serious changes need to be made in my life. I believe I am accurate when I say that the year 2007 was the year that I hit "Rock Bottom". Coming inches away from losing close to everything that I have worked so hard for. My car, my ( Read more... )

 Christmas Eve, surrounded by the people I care for the most...my Family. Remembering the battles we have conquered, not just over this past year, which by far has included the greatest accomplishments known to me, but about years before. I sit and look at the face of a person I had come to despise, an enemy, a stranger, and suddenly I recognized ( Read more... )

 MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!


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IN PARADISE!

Okay, so not really. I woke up this morning in a bit of a funk. Not wanting to come into work, not wanting to deal with reality, not even wanting to leave the comfort that is my warm and cozy bed. I passed out at 7 o'clock last night. I must've been exhausted. Mentally for sure. I over analyze WAY too much. I read into things more than ( Read more... )

What a great Turkey day and weekend :) 
Filled with family, food, friends, booze and football. And of course TONS of sleep. I won't go into details much, but it was definitely a holiday to remember. You sometimes "forget" the most important things in your life, until suddenly you are surrounded by them. I'm so lucky to be blessed with all of the ( Read more... )