i am sinking.

i'm a boring person. my life should not resemble this soap opera it's become.

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being torn between two people just means that you don't really want either one.

he says, 'you're the best thing in my life right now'
and i think, i really, really, really shouldn't have done that.

i keep making the wrong choices.

(it's those echoes you leave in my head after you're long gone that do the most damage.)

(the phrases i pick out to remember, pluck out of context and reconfigure, that amplify my hopes, my fears.)

(i always translate things for the worst.)

sometimes i think it would be easier to give you up than to live with the constant fear of losing you.

i'm quietly sad tonight. a friend of mine has died. suddenly. brushed off the world without a second thought. strange how fast it can happen. no warnings, no excuses, no second chances ( Read more... )

instead of 'acquaintances' i'm going to start calling them 'coincidences'.

friends and coincidences. yes. that seems about right.