I usually don't post to this journal, but I figured what the hell. I have been doing SMH's IOP (Intensive Outpatient Program), doing therapy and taking a long list of meds regularly and it has made a ginormous difference. I am disecting who I am and undergoing intensive DBT and CBT therapy ( Read more... )

I know it's been ages since I updated here, but my fiance is at work and I am staring into space like a diarhetic monkey convulsing from a 2 liter of Mt Dew I proceeded to drink while listening to 80's music. I wanted to go to Dempsey's, but here I sit ( Read more... )

At a redlight today my ex pulled up in her Blue Ford Focus and sat at a redlight for nearly 3 minutes picking at her teeth. My god. Smacks forehead.

It's been awhile since I have updated here. I have so much going on lately I barely have time to post much of anything on this journal ( Read more... )

New internet connection at home.
8 months is definetly some sort of record for me.
Things are well.
On new meds, going to therapy. Getting recovery.
Things are definetly looking up.

This is where I will moving my journal to friends only. All of it.
It's been real.
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