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Boxing day
I woke up pretty early, about at 1:30 am. I got up from my bed because I wanted coffee. I took my morning meds, had breakfast and coffee, and then I took a shower and brushed my teeth.
I went to visit the supermarket to buy a carrot and a banana.
I went back to bed, and woke up feeling sweaty and having existential dread.
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Last night I went to bed in my underwear. I had been so depressed that I had curled up on my bed to pity myself, and then I had fallen asleep and had been so tired that I didn't have the energy to have a wash.
I woke up feeling absolutely dreadful, like I usually do. I got up at half past noon, even if I had felt like I wanted to sleep all day.
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Last night I was too exhilarated to go to sleep, so I took a tranquilizer.
I stayed awake till 1:30 am, and then I fell asleep.
I woke up early and felt strangely anxious. I draped myself in blankets, and then I felt anxious and pulled the blanket off, and then I still felt anxious.
I had a dream about my future plan; I was going to see a play ( Read more... ) -
Home improvement and my best friend's birthday
Last night I had nice dreams, and woke up to a dreadful feeling of life ending in death.
I got up from my bed in the morning, took my morning meds, and didn't have coffee as I was out of milk.
I took a shower, used the last of my shampoo, and didn't brush my teeth.
I got dressed, and didn't put on jewelry.
I spent the day moping around, and in ( Read more... ) -
My plans for Monday, December 23rd - Sunday, December 29th
Monday, December 23rd:
I will take a shower as the first thing in the morning.
I will go to a restaurant named Curious Goat to celebrate my best friend Anton's 36th birthday.
Tuesday, December 24th:
I will go visit my parents; we will visit my maternal grandparents' gravesite to light a candle and maybe bring some potted flowers.
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Lazy but not gloomy Sunday
Last night I had dreams but I didn't have any nightmares.
I woke up about at 7 am, noticed how hot my apartment was, and wondered about the laundry and recycling that I was supposed to take care of today.
I got up from the bed, took my morning meds, had a wash, got dressed, and washed even more laundry.
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Back home again!
Last night I couldn't sleep because I was so exhilarated.
I went to sleep wearing my day clothes. I woke up pretty early, at the same time my dad got up.
I got up from my bed, took my morning meds, and had coffee.
I had already packed my stuff yesterday. I had three bags and one suitcase full of my stuff.
Dad drove me and my mom to my home, and ( Read more... ) -
Why do I feel so all alone?
Last night I had a nightmare about losing my purse, the one where I keep my money.
I got up in the morning, took my morning meds, applied basic lotion on my skin and deodorant into my armpits, and got dressed. I skipped having a wash, and putting on jewelry.
I had oatmeal and coffee for breakfast.
Mom gave me 70 euros.
After finishing lunch ( ( Read more... )
