If you lost all communication with someone who meant alot to you what would you do? Would you search for them? When would you give up? If you were given the chance to meet them over three years later, what would you say to them ( Read more... )

If you had the chance to know what your future holds for you...would you take it? Religion confuses me. It's hard to tell whether or not something is a sign from God or it is just nonsense. On the one hand, you want to believe something, but on the other hand, there is something inside that keeps telling you that there is no way that this could ( Read more... )

"The World At Large"--Modest Mouse is sort of annoying, but at the same time, there is something that draws you into it. Man, I need to get out of this sort of music mode. I no longer really want to kill myself as badly as I have wanted to for the past few days. Things haven't really gotten too much better, but my daydreams have been helping me ( Read more... )

I'm chilling out in the newspaper room by myself while listening to "Born To Make You Happy"--Britney Spears. Yes, you guessed it, I wanted to kill myself. Ever since yesterday I have wanted to kill myself or someone...something else. I just wanted to kill. I wanted to relieve all of the stress and thoughts from my life. I wanted to tear into ( Read more... )

Do you want the short end of it? I'm a pansy @$$ B!+C# who can't speak in public worth a crap. Want the long story? Here it is.

Remember when I was rambling on yesterday about being bored? Remember how I said that I want something so great to happen to me that it blows my mind? Didn't I specifically say that I didn't want it to be a BAD day ( Read more... )

I'm telling you, it seems like everyone is getting their big break. Two people got their shot at love (one of them didn't like it much) and I just found out that another friend of mine may be getting a record deal. I seriously hope that he gets it. That would be the coolest thing ( Read more... )

I thought of something that ruined my excitement about the two packages. If it turns out that the students working in the mail room just now found the missing book and I end up with two books in the mail thing, then souls will be burned. I will be so mad! Not really, but I would want to kill someone. Life sucks sometimes ( Read more... )

Avril Lavigne sounds better in my computer than from my CD playing alarm clock with the poor speakers. Yes, it looks like my computer likes Avril Lavigne and not Nickelback or Evanescence. Anyway, I want to say that I hope to finally figure out what my medical problem is during spring break. The closest thing that I can think of is kidney stones ( Read more... )

It seems as though everyone is falling in love. Maybe it is the snowy weather that is pushing people to cuddle for warmth. Maybe it is the fact that spring is coming soon and everyone is ready fall in love. Maybe it is the fact that fate likes to screw with me and life can be a B!+C#. I haven't used that metaphor in a while, so I wanted to use ( Read more... )

Imagine, if you will, someone of the opposite sex calling you and telling you that they have a gift for you. You hop into their car and they told you that they lied and just wanted to see you. They say to you that they want to take you to a special place and they drive through the woods. They turn off their headlights and continue to drive until ( Read more... )