Man, I am so stressed out that I caught myself praying to God to just kill me now. I'm not extremely stressed out, but this job thing is really getting to me. They may be transferring us sooner since they got all the phone things working out. I talked to the boss of another job that I want to work at and he said that I can work there in a few ( Read more... )

I should probably be working on my speech or paper. Actually, I should be working on work, but why bother learn something new when you are just going to have to forget it and learn something else for the job? The person I needed to talk to about a new job was out today because he's sick. I did have a short conversation with my college twin. Her ( Read more... )

I hate jack@$$es. I REALLY do! My sister told me that some dumb@$$ that attends my high school told her to tell me that he's taking karate in my dojo and that when I come back that he's going to kick my butt. I'm going to make a vow right now: If that son of a B!+C# tries to kick my butt, I swear on the life force of blood that I will stab that ( Read more... )

Ever been angry enough to kill people? Ever felt as though you were a target but that you can't fire back? Ever been so angry with the thoughts rushing through your head that you can not concentrate on anything else? That, ladies and gentlemen, is how I feel now. I think that it is sane to have homocidal thoughts and feelings, but never live ( Read more... )

Ok, I feel B!+C#Y today, so I am going to complain in my journal because I have been having a bad day without any reasoning behind it. I woke up and when I was eating my pizzaroni's I kept spilling it on my pants. I had to change pants and then I threw the can away, but I ran into my EX room mate and her boyfriend. He asked me about what a " ( Read more... )

"Work"--Jimmy Eat World is a great song. It's a song that has to grow on you. It reminds me of the rides that Apollo and I took during the summer. They were great ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I went into a male dorm room for the first time. My college twin came with me and then all three of us (my college twin, the guy that reminds me of my ex, and myself) watched "The Bourne Supremacy". David Webb, 4/15/71/, Nelson Missouri. That is Bourne's true identity. Anyway, when we went back to my dormitory, my college twin told ( Read more... )

I'm a little chipper right now because of "Shut Up!"--Simple Plan. Well, my ex-boyfriend still hasn't e-mailed me. Big surprise (*rolls eyes*). I don't think that there's a job here that I can truly be happy in. The admission people that I wanted to interview didn't contact me, so I called them and they said that none of them wanted to be ( Read more... )

I wrote my ex-boyfriend a letter. I didn't write everything that I wanted to. I basically told him thanks for making me open-minded and apologized for my past behavior. I asked him if he really wanted to talk to me or if he was just humoring my parents and I told him that if he wanted to continue to talk to me then that would be cool. If he ( Read more... )

I'm starting to panic a little about my grades and I am becoming very annoyed that people keep walking pass me as I am trying to update this because I don't want to get in trouble. I'm listening to "Holiday?--Greenday. You wouldn't think that I like them. I feel like being angry today. I shouldn't since I don't have a 3 p.m. class for the rest ( Read more... )