home for the summer . . . my job starts tuesday . . . but its back to the way it was last summer, i feel left out

ugh i just want everything to be perfect and to have a boy haha

saw spring awakening last night it is AMAZING

so i haven't written in a while so lets see heres an update ( Read more... )

have you ever just felt alone ( Read more... )

why do guys have to be such fucking dicks.  they say they'll hang out but then they ditch you last minute.  i don't even know why i try anymore.

yeah and an emotional break down just happened . . . AWESOME

and now i have to fuckign study for my exams this week and awrite a paper FUCKIGN AWEOSME!
 naht

i just need a hug

sooooo I MADE THE BALLROOM DANCE TEAMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

life is good

i don't feel like i fit in anywhere anymore . . . i mean my friends at school are bitches and assholes kinda i don't know who truely likes me or who is fake to me and talks shit about me behind my back . . . i feel like i fit in with a couple people like ian and sam but other than that i just don't know . . . i mean i get along wiht steph great and ( Read more... )

life has been busy . . . 2009 has brought drama that i do not want to have . . . i have 6 classes and am swamped with reading in every single one of them . . . between a job, reading, upc and a possible volunteer thing i might do, i won't have any form of a social life and i barely talk to people as it is . . . people think i'm mad but i'm not ( Read more... )

have you ever wanted a vacation from life from family and friends and school?  yeah im on a vaca from school but its move of a break . . . i just need a vacation from everything and one so sorry if u can't get that . . .

i love how hes back but he doesn't tell me . . . but its a good thing that hes back

i feel like he just doesn't want us to work out

i fucking hate this . . . eff 2009