So the whole bipolar/depressed Katie is no more. I can't even explain how genuinely joyful I've been lately. Honestly, God is so awesome. There's a song that goes like, "You give and take away" and that's totally true for me right now. Just like, there's been some stuff that's been taken away from me this Summer, but I've been so blessed with so ( Read more... )

Well, I've been up and down lately. Pretty much I think I'm bipolar... this year has just been crazy on my emotions!! I guess I am human though, just like everyone else, and was given a limbic system to control my emotions... haha I'm studying the brain right now in psychology and I feel cool refering to things I learn! And the funnest word to say ( Read more... )

I only write in this thing when I'm being really moody and upset and today is that kind of day. Not really TODAY, but this evening. I really should be sleeping... goodness. Everything is just so hectic these days. No one understands me. At all. There are people that might think that they do, but really, I'm just one big mess right now. It kinda ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED A HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!

Goodness, I feel like I havn't updated in forever. Hmm... well, I'm in Oregon right now because I'm visiting Jenny at George Fox. It's jolly here and I think I might consider applying here... but I'm not sure... Flipping I need to figure out what I want to major in!! I don't want to spend millions of dollars on classes that are just going to be a ( Read more... )

( For those of you who sometimes wonder what's going going on in the head of Katie... WARNING: every long and pointless.. like I said, for those of you that wonder what goes on in my head )

I'm back from California now! Woot! I had a lot of fun. I feel like I was there for a month though. But it was still awesome to get away from Shelton for a few days. We didn't do as well as I hoped to, but considering the circumstances, we did alright. We took 2 routines down there, a novelty routine (which was the Beach Boys one) it included all ( Read more... )

DANCE TEAM IS LEAVING FOR NATIONALS TOMORROW!!! HELLO CALIFORNIA AND HELLO MICKEY MOUSE!!! YES!!!!! Omgosh, I'm just now realizing that I am going to be there tomorrow at this time!! Holy moly! AHH!!! I'm starting to actually get excited :) Woot! I've been dreading this for a while, but I'm feeling more confident now. Much thanks to God and his ( Read more... )

It's weird. I think I'm having a chemical imbalance or something right now... well, lately. I have absolutely no reason to not be extremely happy these days, but lately I've just been kinda ehh. Like, don't get me wrong, I'm not depressed or anything, and yes I am happy when I am around other people. But like, I swear it used to be that I could be ( Read more... )

It humors me how similar my dad and I are... but we can't get along at all sometimes I swear. Like, I think he's just being a little grumpy baby right now. Honestly. He's sick right now so I can understand kinda... but still... like, they don't even say hi to me anymore when I get home. And this morning I woke up to go to dance team practice and so ( Read more... )