Luckily for me I have an actual list of missions and I do remember how they all went, all the good and all the bad ( Read more... )

There's always something about writing in a journal that feels eerie, like the people that are going to read this when I die. This is what they would think of me after I'm gone. I suppose it's not a big deal, anyways, that's not the subject I was going to talk about ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this journal for a while, as a matter of fact I'm only writing in this because I found it while searching through my old back pack. So much ground to cover...I don't know where to start ( Read more... )

Work on Blitz's pistol is finally done. It's completely customized and improved upon compared to the older model ( Read more... )

Things feel pretty established. Hydra has supported me in this idea of mine, I still need to talk to Tatikyas more about my idea. It's just last time it didn't work out so well conversation wise because he was focused on something else at the time. Next time when I talk to him, he has whatever it is done with and is more willing to talk to me. ( Read more... )

Things are finally turned around a little it seems. I've finally relieved some of my suffering. Hydra...it's full of the same out look on things, their faces tired from struggle, yet they know it's for the safety for the island. Blitz, despite his poor simple minded perception of it, believed that I'm not a traitor and a back stabber. I've ( Read more... )

Blitz...why did you come? Why did you interfere? A part of me thanks you for trying to stop me. Another part of me made my heart freeze solid. The only reason for having to have hurt you as much as I did was to make you turn away and fear me. I wanted you to run ( Read more... )

Why has the army come to our island? The violence on the island seems to have increased over time, perhaps this is a precaution to prevent more deaths from happening? I wish I new what to do at this point. Is it like my father, are we just so violent that we can't evade our main purpose? *a depressing sigh is heard over the mic* I did it because ( Read more... )

It seems a war could potentially be on the verge of sparking. It worries me deeply for how long I haven't seen Katuro in such a long time, and I wonder if he'll live through such a thing. It also makes me worry about Katuros friends, I do not wish for him to lose his friends like that ( Read more... )

Today I stumbled upon someones home. It was Pearls, I learned that as I saw her mowing her lawn. She saw me and stopped her work to talk with me. We talked around several subjects, from our parents to hobbies. It was a little different compared to other conversations I've had. We could've talked till it got dark but I had some work to do with ( Read more... )