I am so much more than you allow me to be. There is so much more to me than this. I find myself filling a role with you that is not very representative of my true self. You would be so pleasantly surprised.

For 4 hours today I was in a world where money is not an issue and a fortune is in everybody's bank account. It was odd. Rich (and truly rich, not the fakes) people have a certain aura about them and definately less wrinkles than the "working class", which i will always be a part of. Anyways, it was just very interesting to see the differences ( Read more... )

I feel like I am in this weird social limbo right now where I feel very much my age, yet 30 years old at the same time. Although I am content with myself and I feel no discomfort as to the person I am, I do feel that identifying with people (especially my age) is very difficult. Maybe it's my upbringing... maybe it's my personality... maybe it's my ( Read more... )

Does anyone else find it annoying/ lame when people post bulletins saying "I'll comment on your page if you comment on mine", or "I'll return the favor". This is a self advertisement of immaturely and it is a desire to display how many friends one has. It's just so sad to me.

Nelly seems to haunt me every day. What do I do with myself? I'm over it but I keep dreaming of her and thinking about her.

Everything is working out so well right now... I MEAN EVERYTHING. i thank god for my daily blessings. whenever things are looking really down for me, they surely soar right back up. the last week has been amazing to me with my new job, my 5th anniversary with jake, the moving situation and my bestest roommate in the world being just the bestest ( Read more... )

So everything in my life is beginning to fall into place. I just got a job that pays the bills and is quite enjoyable, found a place to live that i love after this month ends, and feel like i've got shit under control. My grades are good enough and I am still making rent ( Read more... )

Hi livejournal. It's been a while since I have used you but right now I feel that I really need this. And I type faster than I write so it just works out ( Read more... )

i'm on myspace now. bye!

http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=4417088&Mytoken=20041103230058

if u have my space... add me :)

... what a sigh of relief.

unlike most californians... i am sitting here with a big ass smile on my face because the right man got elected into office. popular vote PLUS electoral college... NOW WHAT???

say what you like.... talk shit... dont care... America spoke.