Well, getting help and being better didn't help anything. Hannah's dad decided to look through her files and found out I used to hurt her a lot. Now we're forbidden to speak or anything, even meet. I've had it. I don't think I'll be writing anymore entries, or really doing much of anything else.

So, goodbye everyone.

Well, I tried out for A.W.H yesterday, but failed. I knew I would, but it was worth a shot. Anyway, right now I'm downloading Slax LiveCD so that I can use it's xorg configuration file, because Ubuntu fucks with my monitor and such when it auto-configures xorg, and just doesn't work for me when I manually configure it, even thought I choose the ( Read more... )

Man, I'm sick of living as someone else's perfecto negro. :P Seriously, though, I want to be my own person. Do my owns things. But no, feelings. Oh well, I wonder if I can ignore those feelings? Let's see. :O

I've done it before, I'll do it again.

Soz today I was like, "Hey Moody, fux it." And then, "Yup..."

~Sigh~ Life is great. It just is, don't ask why. Possibly because I just showered. Okay, off to brush my teeth! See you.

Okay, well, I just tried MSN Spaces. HA! LJ is better, man. I stayed home today to hang out with Ryan and Hannah all day. It's been fun so far, even though I havn't spoken to Ryan yet. I think he's playing Soldat, anyway. Well, I'm going to go and probably play some Soldat with them.

I got my registry key, by the way. ;)

Okay, see you guys!

So, anyway, things are going okay. Been slightly depressed for no reason at all. Bah. Well, I wish I had something to say. My birthday is in 28 days. :O February 16th. What are you all going to buy me? The whole two people who view my LJ? Well, two is better than none. I'm bored. I want Hannah to strip for me for my birthday. Oh yeah.

Well, cya.

Soz, anyway, nothing new has really happend. Hannah's all pissed off because I changed her MSN Display name. She should just stay secure. Oh well. Anyway, I made a media directory in my ZSXOnline webspace. I have only one song there so far, but it's my favorite piece of music currently ( Read more... )

Well... I got a new hair color. :D ( Read more... )

Posting again, get over it ( Read more... )

Soz... I woke up at 8:30 AM EST. I didn't go to bed until about 4:30 to 5:00 AM EST. I don't know why I'm not still sleeping. I had an upset stomach, and it's going away now. So, I decided to get online and listen to some Pantera and such until it feels better, and go back to sleep. I, however, don't want to go back to sleep. It's nice being up 4-5 ( Read more... )