again its been another couple of months since i blogged last even though i felt like it sometimes..i just couldnt make myself write. possibly because my posts are always depressing..but thats part of who i am. i'd like to say im sorry if ive been too distant or pushed some of you away...i didnt mean to..just my habitual silence taking over..i miss ( Read more... )

hello..been quite some time once again since i posted..this month... had been wierd..long..and sucky. started at the end of last month when we were already low on food and just lost our net..x.x a few days after this near the 30th my cousins jake & andrea got kicked out of their home after being taken to court for paying no rent (neither had jobs ( Read more... )

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hello again. i doubt if anyone stills reads so i guess its ok to post here? cos atm i dont feel comfortable blogging on myspace or facebook. dont know why. just dont. maybe im afraid of people making fun of my blog posts all of a sudden? who knows..not me. thats for sure.. so im gonna ramble here and try to clear some of the funk of depression out ( Read more... )

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well.. heres the story.. my brothers friend jd offered him a comp for a $100.00 out right. my brother thought it would be a good deal. just 1 payment of 100.00 instead of 100 a month on the comp he was renting to own. so he took the deal.. and the comp ran well for about 3 days..i put it into hibernate for the night, and when my brother got up the ( Read more... )

things here not so great at the moment..thanks to bills piling up we will probably lose our net and the current comp. but we have a cheaper comp my bro just bought so if we can get net for it and make sure it works its all good..we have 15 days of net before shut-off so..yay for that.. on the other hand we got cheated out of some grocery money and ( Read more... )

so yeah..i was sitting here thinking..its been a few weeks since i wrote..but i havent had a lot to write about.. well..my cousins wedding about 2 weeks ago..it was nice and small and the reception was boring..but meh.. more recently..like in the last few days..i had a trip up to columbus ohio with my aunt chris and cousin becky..a nice boring 8 ( Read more... )

hello..its been sort of a tiring day. not long just tiring.. lets see..i got up..check myspace and played on trickster for about an hour..had breakfast during the springer show..then finally dragged my butt back to my room to get ready to go down to the library..had to return/pick up new books...was not very fun since i had to walk in 77 degree ( Read more... )

hello everyone..its been awhile since i posted i know..but i just managed to get my password back..sorry for being so darned slow..im not really sure what to say just yet but i wanted to let ya know i was back..