so it's over~2.5 years.

i'm okay i think. but because 2.5 years is a long time, i don't know how i feel. we'll see.

the end.

its been a while. i lost my password and never bothered to figure it out ( Read more... )

so tired i want to puke.

i'm too old for consecutive all nighters.

on another note, spent tons of time on the phone with sabrina. i should spend more time visiting people i used to know, well, some of the people i used to know.

i check my cell every 15 minutes. it's sad.

i really want them to call me back now. any of them. all of them preferably, but any of them. 'one to two weeks' wait is long~and im dying from suspense.

you know when you meet people and of course you swap celly numbers even though you really dont want theirs so you dont save it cuz you figure you'll never run into them again.......and then you get a call from an unknown number and you either pick up or you call back and it's them ( Read more... )

pretty boy voices come in the strangest packages.

i didnt realize the clay aiken syndrome applied to asians too.

7 hours to go till my first final and im sick. i dont have the energy to finish studying everything i need to, im no where near prepared ( Read more... )

so i realized that i dont know any of the titles or composers that ive played in my 11 years of piano. i went searching. ive played a lot more than i though i did, ive heared a whole mot more than i imagined ( Read more... )

A-C chord. i never realized how fragile that sound is. of course, add in a g and it will give more strength and determination. but even so, that added strength sound doesnt take away from the fragility and ethereal sound of the a-c ( Read more... )

so recently i started talking more to some people that i havent seen in.... forever. well no, just 2 years. literally ( Read more... )