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Love is such a strange being
can you really be in love with two people at once? is it physically possible, or am I just confused?
I really can't tell and don't know what to do.... I love my husband...and yet losing liz is hurting like I lost more than a best friend. what am I supposed to with THAT round of thoughts and emotions?
why do I have to think about this? why can't ( Read more... ) -
Torture
Get out of my head! If I can't have you in real life why must you continue to haunt my sleep, taunt me in my dreams? I never asked for this! Let me go, please? -
to broken_aurora since I can't comment on your post...here's my comment in blog form
I'm a little scared by how...similar our thoughts are recently...but I know exactly how you feel. every tiny emotion. with my own bit of betrayal and bitter hatred mixed in. I do love you sis and I really jope with this next shift bid at work I get a day shift...or something that allows me to get home before 2 in the fucking morning every day. ( Read more... ) -
I miss you
My heart breaks with every second that passes without you in my life ( Read more... ) -
I feel...
Every bit of the multiple mental and emotional instabilities I've been accused (and diagnosed) of having, today.
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Because, what else is there?
Because this song describes my life perfectly ( Read more... ) -
New Year - New... Something
3:39am, 1/16/2013
So, I'm not entirely certain I believe I'd ever be alive in 2013. Then again, I can remember being 9 years old and thinking that the year 2000 was a LONG TIME AWAY.
I never use to look beyond my nose for some things.
I was born in the Military - on a military base - in a military hospital - by a military doctor.
I was treated for ( Read more... ) -
Feel quite dead on my feeet....
Work 3-12 (which ends up being 12:45/1:00) drop off two friends from work... get home at 2:30, finally fall asleep at 4:30/5:00, wake up just in time to go to work and do it all over again ( Read more... ) -
Shattered dreams to the tune of Pachelbel's Canon in D Major
Don't know quite what to say about life this month. I can't keep food in my system - 48 hours and counting now, my husband and I are fighting, my dream of going to school is... falling all around me ( Read more... ) -
Sooo tired...
So.. yeah...
This week is rough so far, I mean I'm doing ok - but damn I'm having a hard time adjusting to 8am-5pm...
I can barely stay awake after work, and thus naps happen, which ends up with me sleeping from like 8pm-11pm
>.>
if I can make it through this week - hopefully I'll be ok.
*head to desk - falls asleep*