Wow the title makes me feel clever nostalgia. What a great song. -Ok on to business- So lately I've been stressing about not being a toned or as lean as I previously was. I also don't know how to feel when some of my most favorite clothes don't want to fit anymore. On top of that I feel like I only have two friends in the world. Also not having ( Read more... )

So I find myself writing often around these hours. I find my body and mind de-clutter and I just write better. So far I have been writing down something positive about everyday in my agenda planner. I think by doing so I rant less in my journal and can find the good things even when it's not so good going on. I am pleased with my no resolution  ( Read more... )

So I don't want to be like your typical I have a ton of resolutions for the new year that will fizzle really quickly. I want this to be a year where I have no resolutions but to learn more about my self, my oppa, my surroundings and to be in harmony with those things. I want to feel great and project that onto this year. I'm going to do my best to ( Read more... )

Well not only am I still battling this stupid migrane for the 5th hour. But I just discovered that Pete Steele from Type O Negative died like 3 years ago and people are only now writing about it. He was amazing and really made leaps in the metal music scene that set him apart. I have been sleeping like a bear. I doesn't help that I got a flu shot ( Read more... )

So life has been something or another. I'm extremely thankful for my job and I'm not looking forward to being on the hunt again after the holidays. I can only imagine what kind of hardship awaits me and oppa then. But I'm enjoying the here and now, even if I am so broke I can't even pay for a coffee from the gas station. I have a mountain of debt ( Read more... )

Well i can say that life over Ma's and Steve's house has been so much less stress. I am truely greatful to have come. Yes i had to give up my job and move again. But i'm ok with that. I have Drew I have his parents which, i love them. I am hopefully finally starting a new job soon. I can breathe a sigh of releaf. I feel so much more free. I have ( Read more... )

The stress i'm under right now is giving me continuing hearburn. I hate it so much that i would wake up in the middle of the night and not be able to breathe. Everything considered i'm somehow healty. But my new job is a source of income i can't say it's exactly what i wanted. But i can't do anything right now. The people we live with are become ( Read more... )

So life is still stressful. Even though it's a different kind of stress than when we moved and everything. I have a job and it's decent. But my fiance still doesn't have one and he's stressing out. I get that you feel helpless and all, being that unemployment is being a butt! But why are you taking your problems out on me? I am his support his ( Read more... )

Well my going between homes is getting easier. I no longer feel like a displaced homeless person aimlessly being someone problem. I still have yet to get a confirmed call back on work. I can't wait to make money again. It's so fleeting and overwhelming, the feeling of being helpless and not being able to do a thing. Hopefully i do get the callback ( Read more... )

well my sweetie suprised me with lunch from Jimmy Johns. While i'm gaming online and searching for employment. As down as i was feeling in my earlier posts i'm a little better after getting serious phone calls out of the way. So maybe things may look slightly better for the moment. I feel better when i talk to my noona at least she doesn't judge me ( Read more... )