so yeah i guess im letting out my anger and frustrations in this journal thing. i just wish things would go back to the way they used to be. its funny how i appreciate things now that i no longer have them. i decided i wasnt going to talk anymore...i give up...whats the use of trying when it doesnt do anything? or make even the slightest of a ( Read more... )

ehh i dont know. right now i feel really confused and lost. i dont know what to do anymore and no one really seems to understand. yea i mean i have alot of cool friends but thier busy with thier own lives and so i dont want to bother them with my petty problems. what is there to do ( Read more... )

just one more day until THE DAY! ehh i dont know im not looking forward to school anymore. i was but now im not sure. my summer seemed so short! well i was in japan for 5 weeks and it was so boring. i guess it was nice going back to see my grandparents but ehhhh...and then i had to pack pack pack...and then now im at sandys...unpack..lol so ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated in a really long time!! i just remembered that i have a lj...lol...as most people know what is going on with my life right now so i will not go into detail about it. so much has happened since i have been back and of course packing. lots of fun! :) yesterday i went shopping at SF!!! yay! my first time! i went with sandy, yools ( Read more... )

sooo darn glad its summer! finally...a chance to relax and SLEEP! seriously...but then i have to work and i had to clean the locker rooms two nights in a row...gosh im so tired...my back aches..and omg the mats are SOO HEAVY...i mean they dont look like they are but they are! but its cool though becuase i got to meet some new people. haha this one ( Read more... )

wow, i have not updated in quite a while. it has been a busy and hectic end of the school year i must say. school is out in 2 weeks! i have SATIIs this weekend and i have not studied much, :/. but there is always next year. recently i have been so extremely stressed out with school and tests and yada yada. but needless to say i am happy. everything ( Read more... )

wow...i havent updated this in a while..im so happy its spring break baby!!! i really need a break...yesterday at school it was fun!! we had an hour lunch and 40 minute periods! and 1st started at 9 so it was cool..after school we had battle of the bands..and the muckruckers were pretty good! and then later on me, vivian bobby and nick we all went ( Read more... )

yay...end of 3rd quarter...only one more quarter left until im a junior...wow...half of high school has passed...it feels like just yesterday i was a freshmen getting ready to go to high school...when looking back ive changed so much from last year...ive grown more as a person and im not as naive as i used to be...and next year is going to be ( Read more... )

ahh...my entry got deleted! grrr....well anyways 2nd semester has been quite challenging and harder than 1st semester definetely...this week has been frustrating but at the same time refreshing. on tues i went on the sac trip and i got to see my mv friends who i havent seen in a while!!! austin, kevin, julianne, tara, rose, angela, brian, monica, ( Read more... )

im so tired...hmm letsee heres my week...mon and tues NO SCHOOL! but u know what i did?? NOTHING! NADA! my dads like uve been goin out too much and blah blah so i couldnt go to the movies with melissa and amanda and everyone else!! :( I REALLY WANTED TO GO!! and see two weeks notice! im still mad about that...o yea on tues there was a mountain view ( Read more... )