That abcess I thought was gone? Yeah, it's back and it hurts more than ever. AND GUESS WHO HAS A SEVEN HOUR SHIFT AT WORK THAT INVOLVES A LOT OF STANDING TOMORROW? Yep. It's me. Merry fucking Christmas.

I want my confidence back. I can't believe some harsh words said out of jealousy and stupidity by total strangers can hurt so much, but the fact is ( Read more... )

I START MY JOB ON MONDAY. Hnnnnn. *hyperventilates* I'm excited because I got a seven-hour shift my first day, after being told I probably wouldn't get many hours, so maybe I'll work a lot this week. I HAVE MIXED EMOTIONS ABOUT THIS ( Read more... )

Waugh. I hate days where I wake up and my confidence is shot to sunshine. YOU'D THINK AFTER LANDING A JOB WITHOUT EVEN TRYING AND HAVING AN AWESOME WEEK WOULD MAKE ME SUPER CONFIDENT, but.... You would be wrong. It's mostly just a writing/RP-ing thing. There was a secret on RP!S, like, two days ago that spoke to me. I am Tinkerbell. I need applause ( Read more... )

I HAVE A JOB. I HAVE A JOB.

I have to wait for Amy to call to finalize and get my first day straightened out, but I HAVE A JOB. ALL THE PAPERWORK IS IN. kjslkdaldjka I AM SO EXCITED. MY FIRST REAL JOB THAT I ACTUALLY HAD TO WORK TO GET. And at the first place I applied to too. ;___; Granted, again, the hours are shit, but I intend to work my ass off ( Read more... )

I forgot to mention on Friday that I saw The A Team, which is SO FUCKING AMAZING for a remake of an old TV show. My mom who was a hardcore nerd for the show was so pleased with it. And Bradley Cooper finally played a role where I wasn't spending the whole movie going, "GTFO WILL." (Look, Bradley Cooper will always be Will to me. How dare he go onto ( Read more... )

I have an interview tomorrow. I AM NERVOUS AS FUCK. Nnnnnnnngh. .____. I have never done an interview before, so I'm just kasjdalkjsd;sas. *nests in distraction*

Day 11- A show that disappointed you


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So. Tired. -____-

Day 10- A show you expected to hate, but ended up loving.

This was HARD, because most of the time if I think I'm gonna hate a show, I'll hate it, even if it's good, because my brain just works like that.

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I have an interview on Monday for that job! I got the interview ON THE SPOT, so that's promising, plus some people are gonna vouch for me and hnnnnn. Want. I will miss my free time and my wonky sleep schedule, but.... MONIES. I NEEDS THEM, PRECIOUS.

One day I'll have something interesting to post that isn't the TV meme.... Not that that wasn't ( Read more... )

Got my ass dragged out of the bed to go send in my application, only to find out that the woman I'm supposed to give my application to is in a meeting, meaning I have to wait until this afternoon. I AM NOT AMUSED. And I'm tired and I can't go back to sleep, because I'm getting hell about my sleep schedule and FML.

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Stolen from, like, everyone by now. I wasn't gonna do it, because I have... Too many emotions, but... I will. Because I'm boss ( Read more... )