i think i'm actually used to being here now. it won't ever feel like home, but nowhere does.

remember that whole agonizing college application process? yeah. time for round #2.

i finally have classes. two make me feel like i'm in middle school again. one is amazing. i had my first photography class on friday morning. i passed out in the darkroom. oops. my class was sorta frightened ( Read more... )

i'm genuinely considering dropping out of college. i don't understand why i'm here. classes started today, but i still haven't been able to enroll, so i'm already falling behind ( Read more... )

so i finally made it to santa cruz.

terrible planning. no organization. awful food. mediocre people.

gotta love college. or maybe not...

wow. i'm just too cool.

so my mom asks me at about 8 why i'm still home.. and i say well, tomorrow is saturday. she looks at me with a very confused expression. she reminds me that it's friday. so i explain that tomorrow is quite possibly the only day til september that i get to sleep in.

so yes, i fully intend to spend friday night at home ( Read more... )

so last night... oh. my. god.

what is wrong with my life?

no wait, just kidding. at least i have fun. thats what really matters, right?

so.... today was our last day of high school.............

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i have no more wisdom teeth.

lets summarize...

+i <3 painkillers

+lots of time to sleep

+movie watching fun

-cant stop swallowing blood

-not sure how much amusing senior stuff im missing

+/-wont really be able to eat for another 3-4 days

ta da.

i dont understand my life ( Read more... )

back from college visiting. more confused than ever. cool.